"Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end. But somewhere in the middle we've become best of Friends"...

Graduation day!
The day had come to say goodbye
To shead the tears we waited so long to cry
To glimps of the past
Remembering the day, each of us all became one
The one class
The class of 2004...

Well, thats me down there.... I've finally made it....after 12 years of school, it all ends...the drama, friendship, relationships, fights, make-ups, and every other hills high school brings are now moved onto a more realistic perspective. Bigger challenges but more of a rush. Conquer all your dreams and your future will lead only to happiness. 

Kriska...we became friends right from the start. you were one of my best friends in high school. we always had good times whether we were laughing at a joke or crying over some stupid BOY..from all the heartbreaks and from the memories, we have been definately through a lot...you were always there for me whenever i had ups and downs and i hope I was always there for you as well. Thanks for the advices and for always making sure i make the right decisions. thank you for all the support, the shoulder to lean on and for listenin to me ramble on and on about my stupid boy problems.and remember that whatever you do I'll be behind you hundred percent.True friendship survives the worse and the best of times. WE SURVIVED!!!...                                      

Cecilia ::My PoOnAnnY::I don't know how you survived having me as a friend...i drove you nuts...from sniffing markers to sniffing poonannies we both experienced it...haha jk...There was never a dull moment with you. We had tons of laughs in school and out of school...even making memories and marking territories at your house was fun! you have to be the silliest girl i know...I love yah bunch

Aaron...Friend, where are you? we started talkin last year but it felt like i've known you for years....you were one of my best friends. i felt lucky then to have you as a friend and i still consider myself lucky. I will always remember those memories we spent together this year. from kicking back and stuffing our stomachs at cecilia's house, going to knotts, and experiencing *life and Death* you knoe what i mean...friend, you're like a brother to me and whenever i was hurt or down in the dumps even if it wasnt that big you were there for me and I'm very thankful to have you...I MISS YOU FRIEND....

Bruce.. Wow, I can't believe we've gotten to know each other these past 4 or so years...thankx for having been such a great friend to me. you're always sweet and thoughtful ::PB & J sandwich:: i had a great time being your pretend flirty girlfriend for like two years...wow, i lasted! haha...you were a one of a kind pretend bf and i love you lots...

Kelly...Ay, u're such a ditzy gal...i definately miss yah!....learn youre calendar, don't come to school dress in green thinking its st. patricks day...hahah good times. The drama,  friendships, relationships, fights, make-ups and every other hills high school brings...we conquered it all. *Some people are remembered for what they did or who they were you will always be remembered for simply being a great friend...You will always be my PARIS...

Tiare...so many things happenin at the same time...we had alotta things in common. having to deal with things that we didnt know how to handle. dealing with the same kind of guy, for the painful heartbreaks that we've been trying to move on to...thank you for all the advices and for all the late night talks that we've had. you've helped me feel quite a bit better and took some weight off my chest .  thank you for just being there for me when i needed someone to cry with. I don't know where you are right now...but i thank you for everything that you have done.

Hassie...you're my Sexzie mama...heheh...I'm so glad that i got to know such a wonderful person like you. you are such a wonderful, caring, and a loving friend. you have been one person that truly understood me through all these years. thank you for all the talks and advices that you came up with just to make me feel much better and for all the kareoke days that we've had....fun times...i hope you know how much i love you. you are one of the most amazing person in this world...i love you hassie and have fun in vietnam.

to everyone else....thank you for all the good times. Live carefully but have fun. I wish you all the best of luck and i Know you all will go very far in the future...

***"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them"

***Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end. And suddenly it's like we're women and men. Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?Will these memories fade when I leave this town. I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye. Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.

CONGRATULATIONS CLASS OF 2004...WOot WoOt!

PrOm...

Memories...

"I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most."

"True love? I used to believe it existed, but when you’ve had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, you just don’t care anymore. . Ask me why I keep on loving"

" when It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you."

"Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there"

"It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts."

"I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain. I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end. I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I’d see you again. "

"No, I can’t erase the wrong I’ve done but I hope you can give me another chance. Because if you were me, you would want the same and I’d give that chance to you. "

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       * `·¸.·´* I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. back tracking down the memory lane. reminiscing my past. its all good. i guess its all about growing up and letting go. its all about leaving my past behind but taking all the beautiful memories with me,place in a box and bury it deep down in my heart. I shall try. its going to be hard but i will try. I still have alot of resentment in me. But it'll go away sooner or later. im good at this. good at forgiving and trying to forgett. I just realized thar My life is like a cd that is playing on a repeat mode. it is so repetitive. so routine. it is boring. for a change, i did something different today.I actually didnt try to depress myself by listening to all the slow jamz you could think of. I occupied myself by spending time with family and just having fun...i don't usually do that...Usually, i would be stuck in my room doing nothing and would remember things that would make me laugh and make me cry at the same time...I don't know why I am writing this...i decided to write for the sake of writing. I didn't wanna leave my site unattended for too long...

9 more days til graduation...eeek! I'm goin to miss everyone...we all have to make a pack...we have to see each other  atleast once a week...aiite....damn, days are going by  fast. yea, I'm just very thankful on how things are rite now....I'm so thankful for all myu friends......for everyone who's been there for me and supported me or even just letting me know they care, thanks. to my friends thanx for listening to all my nonsense. i love how you guys can relate to it all. something weird and bad always happens to us, but somehow we always manage to be the best of friends., you all have been there for me through everything for the past years... helped me get over problems and mistakes. i don't know guys, i really can't explain how we are. but i'm really thankful that i have you guys

Recap...May22...it was hectic...i was running late for every damn appointments...lost our reservation cuz we were late...lost my earing....but yea limo was great. Got to the dance around 9 took mucho pictures and started dancing...yea the dj wasn't that great everyone wanted to just shoot him....yup, didnt even like any of the slow songs he played...played, "i don't wanna know" by mario winans...immortal song? i dunno....i was looking around while they played those song and everyone was like slow dancin and jumpin at the same time...didnt really know how to dance to it...Then, he played "I'll remember you" cuz h was told to play it for the last slow dance...and  adding to the suckie job that he did, one of the speaker blew out....yea, juniors should've taken more time planning out our senior prom...it was horrible....anyway, went ice skating for an hour. had it all to ourselves cuz we rented it out. i thot it was better thatn prom....Then Tiare, erica and linda slept over...none of us wanted to sleep because we still wanted to go out...it was already 3 30 so we just enede up going to sleep...then the next day, we went to denny's to eat breakfast

  May 21 was the funeral for every 15 minutes...it really made an impact on me...i was ballin' during the assembly I didn't really think i would cry that much but being in the program  made me realized that choices you  make can change your life, your loved one's, and people that surrounds you...i was just glad to finally be home again....

(= Do learn to love the people who are with you at present. Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting you, which led you to love the people you have right now.